You’ve taken the courses, read the books, done the workshops…

and still, when things are quiet, you feel a restlessness inside.

And when you can't source this hunger ( after all, you lead a life of purpose and have the success to show for it, right ?) you question its persistence, deny its urgency, mistrust its sometimes-implausible nudges.

You might make it mean that you're flawed, might find yourself thinking :

Why can’t I be satisfied?

I help women like you come to the bone deep realization that this hunger is not a flaw, not a form of flightiness, not to be pathologized or diagnosed.

It is the universal initiation of the Modern Mystic.

This doesn’t mean you need to upend your life or run away to an ashram (though you might). It doesn’t mean you must leave your marriage, change careers, or renounce what’s familiar (though you may). It doesn’t even mean you secretly long for a life that looks wildly different from the one you’re living now (though maybe you do).

What it does mean is that nothing’s wrong with you— your restlessness is not ingratitude, your dissatisfaction is not a flaw, and it’s not a shinier success that’s calling.

It means that a fault line has opened between your hard-earned achievement and the depth of your inner world, and you feel it. The old strategies—striving, optimizing, performing—no longer make sense.

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Kirstin held the HUGEST container for me so I could feel safe exploring so much. She kept gently guiding me forward, connecting the dots of where we’d been until my skin softened. I actually laid down during our first session, I felt so relaxed. She helped me snip the cords of ancient binds.

Coach with her. Your future self will thank you.

Rebecca

  • When you enter the portal of this work, you step into the sanctuary of your essence, activate the wisdom of womb and heart, transmute trauma into presence and safety, and alchemize shame into inner safety. You find your voice. You soften. You receive. You ignite.

    Inspiration flows and your senses come alive. Most of all, you realize that your abiding hunger for more is not a liability at all, but an ancient through-line connecting you to the divine design of this cosmos and your particular place within it.

    • Healing and shifting their shame-based patterns into radical presence and inner safety

    • Listening to their intuition and acting with courage to serve its calling

    • Embodying their Eros, expanding their pleasure, and learning to receive

    • Leading from a state of internal plenty, not lack

    • A spiritual practice that fosters wonder, inspiration, and reverence

    • Whole-body aliveness and magnetism that springs from living all-in

    • Freedom, born not of escape but of coming home.

Are you ready to come home ? To step into the arrival that feels like your birthright?

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I'm delighted to enthusiastically recommend Kirstin as a coach. I can't say enough good things about Kirstin or working with her.I'm a writer and also, myself, a coach. So working with Kirstin seemed like an unusual opportunity to work with someone who is both a wise coach and who herself is part of and understands the literary world and its rewards and also pitfalls. Unlike working with a therapist where there's always, no matter how wonderful the therapist or healer is, some underlying assumption that there’s a problem that needs to be resolved, working with Kirstin is always about trusting my own inherent strength and wholeness and growing into greater strength and wholeness without there needing to be any problem.

Nadia

Kirstin is incredibly seasoned at walking women through transformative experiences.  I have been so lucky to experience two retreats led by Kirstin, and have witnessed her gift of recognition and how she honors each person on their path. Each time I speak with Kirstin, she intuitively meets me where I am, guides me forward, and supports the embodiment of my authentic self with her deep presence and devotion to healing. She is gifted at designing each retreat with artful intention, tapping into poetic and profound teachings, insights, and reflections, and holds us as we step back into reality. She facilitates these journeys with a graceful yet immense capacity, while playful and full of light. I am deeply grateful for Kirstin!

Ali